socal78
Well-known member
I think I would just feel better if I fessed up that I have a cooking addiction. I have a problem, Friends. Thankfully, I don't have an eating addiction to go along with it. But it sure doesn't help because there is always good stuff lying around. And it is something that I had thought got a lot better. I would say 10 years ago it was way, way too much!... a lot of baking. I tried to be good by stopping the baking and focus only on the things you have to eat like dinners. But I just realized a couple days ago, I've only replaced one "bad habit" with another. ???
I think it started with good intentions and has spiraled kinda out of control. For ex: One of my goals is to be the best wife ever - even if I'm only competing with myself. Personal success is very important to me. Cooking is an important part of raising a family. My husband has zero interest in it. He only likes the eating part. From the start, I considered it my responsibility (no complaints at all, btw.) One thing leads to another and before you know it, I've got 3 magazine subscriptions going at the same time, all of them dog-eared, shows recorded on the DVR, a stack of recipes on the printer, a Cherry Pie (best ever) a'la mode and a Hoosier pie both in the ice box (YES, I know I said I was going to stop baking), left overs from the last 3 nights of dinners, a new one in the oven, I'm entering website contests / publications, making menu plans, and have a whole lot of "WTH am I doing" feelings. I HAVE been PRETTY GOOD about avoiding the things I make. But it takes a will of steel. I do slip up. I should probably put my mind on other matters. The problem is for me, it became a mental escape a long time ago. I don't know what I would replace it with although I have other interests... and in this "lifestyle", it isn't really practical to replace it. I've noticed I tend to have an addictive personality so it is also hard to stop.
I keep saying, "Ok, this is the last magazine I'm ever going to buy." "This is the last cookbook I'll ever buy." I've been saying, "this is the last..." for at least 3 years now.
I guess I'm just whining that I am making it harder on myself than it has to be! I realize that now.
I think it started with good intentions and has spiraled kinda out of control. For ex: One of my goals is to be the best wife ever - even if I'm only competing with myself. Personal success is very important to me. Cooking is an important part of raising a family. My husband has zero interest in it. He only likes the eating part. From the start, I considered it my responsibility (no complaints at all, btw.) One thing leads to another and before you know it, I've got 3 magazine subscriptions going at the same time, all of them dog-eared, shows recorded on the DVR, a stack of recipes on the printer, a Cherry Pie (best ever) a'la mode and a Hoosier pie both in the ice box (YES, I know I said I was going to stop baking), left overs from the last 3 nights of dinners, a new one in the oven, I'm entering website contests / publications, making menu plans, and have a whole lot of "WTH am I doing" feelings. I HAVE been PRETTY GOOD about avoiding the things I make. But it takes a will of steel. I do slip up. I should probably put my mind on other matters. The problem is for me, it became a mental escape a long time ago. I don't know what I would replace it with although I have other interests... and in this "lifestyle", it isn't really practical to replace it. I've noticed I tend to have an addictive personality so it is also hard to stop.
I keep saying, "Ok, this is the last magazine I'm ever going to buy." "This is the last cookbook I'll ever buy." I've been saying, "this is the last..." for at least 3 years now.
I guess I'm just whining that I am making it harder on myself than it has to be! I realize that now.